So after a long hiatus it appears I'm back on the dating scene. I have three dates with three different girls this week. Two are long time customers at a coffee shop that I work at, that I had no clue had interest in me. Word gets out pretty quick that you're available when you work with a tightknit crew such as a neighborhood shop, and apparently everyone knows your business. Which is fine, it makes explaining your situation a little easier. But anyway, one girl had been coming in for years, and she approached me about fixing her computer and offered to pay by taking me out for a drink. After that night, I recieved another text asking if I'd like to hang out again.
The second girl, also a long time customer of the coffee shop was someone I kind of flirted with whenever I had the chance, she has a kid, and because of how she looks I just assumed that she had a boyfriend or whatever. Turns out she's a single mom. Over a smoke outside she asked me where I hung out in the neighborhood. I brought up the local watering hole, and said we should go have a drink there and conversate, and she ended up giving me her number, I gave her mine, and before I was off work she texted and asked when I was free. So we made plans for my next day off.
The third is the girl I just met on the train, we already went out once. She's a bit shy and reserved, coupled with my own shy and reserved side, I don't really know how we're gonna get each other out of our own shells, but we've been talking on the phone and texting a bit so its coming along. She's nice. But she doesnt really get my sarcastic dark sense of humor, which, jesus christ, is really my only form of communication anymore. Haha.
Honestly, I hate all of it. I'm the worst bachelor ever. I suck at dating. I dont wanna learn this shit about another person again. I don't want to tell my shitty life story again. I just want to be. I want someone who just gets me. I'm really not all that fucking complicated. Be nice to me, laugh at my stupid jokes, swoon at my advances, fuck me, and god damn will I move mountains for you. The end.
So anyway, thats whats on my agenda. Keep swimming, just like the fucking shark I am. I just can't keep swimming in the lakes that I'm used to. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck, I'm so tired of all this.
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